I’ve never liked needing to take medication when I’m sick, when I have a headache, when… anything. Right now, I’m not liking how I can’t really concentrate well because the meds to help my back spasms to stop and the pain to be – well – calmed down enough so I don’t cry. I just don’t like the feeling of being out of control.
There’s a bit of other personal growth stuff around being in or out of control. That’s not what I’m talking about. Right now it’s just like being tired and having to keep yourself awake to study for a test in college. Except that I’ve had plenty of sleep, I’ve rested most all of the day, and now it’s just, simply, the meds. Yuck!
No, I’m not driving anywhere or even doing anything of much importance. Just watching some movies and trying to chill.
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